We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Crush Punk

by Cyclops Rock

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $5 USD  or more

     

  • Crush Punk Limited Edition Cassettes for FREQ.FEST.v.5.0

    First and last physical release of Crush Punk! Buy now or forever hold your peace!! Lo-fi home-dubbed translucent green cassettes, DIY tape sleeves in assorted colors, and label artwork by William Gibbons. Edition of 48.

    Not actually sold out, message me if you wanna buy one.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Crush Punk via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

1.
Feels like floating up sinking down vision blurs and I'm back with her Still it's better than not having lived discovering myself through a computer Fix the memory to cassette tape may it distort but never fade Free-associate and pseudo-dream remove the nozzle select the grade
2.
Crush Punk 02:57
My heart was broken I bought an accordion after my worst New Year's Eve spent laying in bed, filling with dread sleep totally snuffed by feelings It's been years and it still kind of burns but I can feel a new lift in me Now I think it's ready to float myself away and finally not have to worry Let's set it off Light the fuse and stand real close just to see the sparks basking in the rubble, cinged by the flames from our rocket to the heavens Let's set it off Light the fuse and stand real close not afraid to die sweetly in the night with you by my side Let's fall in love
3.
Before the island and the sea never threatened me ignoring the clay shifting Was I sent from up above to harbor who I love which admittedly is pretty much everyone Dark eyes are staring down from behind those huge jowels and I've never had to be so direct but will for the sake of the peanuts I protect Conflict is sometimes brought to you step up when it's the right thing to do Hatred sometimes pushes through stop take a step back if you have to It's a kind of telepathy that grows my empathy acceptance for people's choices Ideas start out as eggs and hatch into larvae everyone could use an extra mother I'm remembering what Niezche said about Godzilla being dead but even through the tears and bites I know I am a god in my own right Conflict is sometimes brought to you step up when it's the right thing to do Hatred sometimes pushes through stop take a step back Self-doubt can make you feel askew but talk can help more than what you knew Crying is just a thing you do knowing what matters s'what really defines you
4.
We'll make a cozy packet when I zip you into my jacket before composures go out in a blaze and twist together in colorful ways We'll find something to smother in one way or another some things aren't so grand when we all end up with lives we didn't plan She's tough just like metal but I am rust and make her fragile fucking up, tears impending feels like the world is ending Sucks I can't give you what you deserve when all my life I've been taught to serve when the alarm goes off you don't have to evacuate all the best things in life are worth the wait A relationship's just an exploration of the self through another person a way to feel some comfort when I don't wanna feel lost ever again A song on a record is how I can convey all the shitty things about myself to make them seem ok Hanging in the air, hopeless how can I even try she told me "I can't tell if you're about to come or if you're about to cry."
5.
Sitting with our lone thoughts can be sad knowing in the end it's all we have we're hiding from view eating bad fast food in the street salty scent lingers wiping my fingers on the seat And the thing we want from being young is getting out on our own but the worst part about growing up is sometimes you are alone We are tempted to intoxicate but you can't drink cuz you hate the taste lonely nights reveal how you always feel down this path feeling only stress thinking about death in the bath
6.
Annapolis 01:19
On gloomy days like this I'm reminded of Annapolis and all of the loneliness too Though I harbor no ill will it was a bittersweet consolation when I seemed to be doing better than you but now I'm glad that you seem to be doing pretty well too
7.
Open Letter 02:47
The only thing I have are your books which I still haven't read and I don't really care to I thought that I'd send them back which I haven't done because it's too late for that And as the plane descend like hornets I can't help wonder what is it with you and hoping that you miss your flights it's happened to me more than once in my life I know that we're chill and there's no need to freak I understand it all and I'm totally at peace can't believe some people are unable to see nothing to talk about means to let it be Dirty old man corrupted in the head now I understand so much of what you said as the lights go off and I leave the room what gives me the right to be judging you I appreciated that you tried to treat me with the same kind of loyalty that I tried to show you I appreciate you trying to treat me with the same even though you didn't quite follow through As rad as you were it just wasn't meant to be and all things considered that's ok with me it's not really over but I'm sick of feeling sick someone else might love me if I make cooler music
8.
Summer II 02:01
First thing is how we've all grown closer even though it's been a tough year but I feel selfish when I need you to alleviate all my fears cuz sometimes I need for you to take the lead or to follow me and believe powerfully in bearing with me Next thing is how I can't live with myself when my patience wears thin angier about my art and music maybe more than I should have been so sometimes I need for you to take the lead or to follow me and believe powerfully in bearing with me Last thing is how you all do more than I feel that I can Famicase, Maltine, Omori, Expo, Rosenstock, and Japan yeah sometimes I need for you to take the lead or to follow me and believe powerfully in bearing with me
9.
AX2013 02:59
Fuck Real Life
10.
Let's see what we can do with only an afternoon let's see what is made from these stars Let's push eachother to always do better even though it sometimes can be hard Breathe out let the whole world sink and spin around you and don't fret just allow yourself to be Breathe in feel all your hopes rushing through you and don't wait in accepting their call Let go and become the person you were always meant to be you don't need anything else at all

credits

released May 19, 2015

FREE DOWNLOAD: tiny[dot]cc/crushpunk

All songs written, engineered, and performed by Rob Duffy unless otherwise noted.
Track 1 - Drums by Jeremy Uzzo
Track 2 - Drums by Luke Huisman
Trombone by Robert Cartwright
Trumpet by JJ Alvarez
Track 7 - Drums by Kevin Duarte
Track 9 - Monologue by Daryl Surat from GeekNights "Special 005 - Clown Pistols" (Creative Commons Attribution License)
Fuck Real Life Chant by Anime Expo Dance 2013 Attendees
Track 10 - Mix Chant by Filipino AKB48 wota on YouTube

THANKS: Garrett, Grace, Jami, Domi, and PD for being amazing friends over the past two years and bringing me to the experiences that inspired this album. William for the gorgeous artwork and all my bandmates in Kara's Walk Home. Alissa, Jesse, and Zach for being some of the first and biggest supporters of Cyclops Rock. Jeremy, JJ, Kevin, Luke, and Robert for performing on some of these songs and helping me to graduate college. Kirstie for completing me. ARM, Beat Crusaders, Helen Love, and Nemu Yumemi whose work has inspired me from afar. Zoom Lens for believing in this project so deeply and working to bring it out into the world.

license

tags

about

Cyclops Sounds Los Angeles, California

Every person I know is a small god

contact / help

Contact Cyclops Sounds

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Cyclops Sounds recommends:

If you like Crush Punk, you may also like: